I love you, but I don't know if it's friendly love or nah. let me and you guess it

Sudden talk

🍎 : who’s your boyfriend now?

🐢: umh, I don’t have any. I am not going out with anybody now.

🍎 : how about going out with me?

🐢 : what? Lol *reacted in kind of joking manner*

🍎 : I’m serious, tho

🐢 : *change the topic*

🍎 : *following the new topic*

🐢 : *still talking about another topic*

🍎 : *sudden maneuver* so, how about we going out?

🐢 : *almost choked*

Okay, to this point, I was flustered, and confusing as well. We don’t talk to each other like for months and don’t see each other for… years? I don’t remember when the last time I met him in person. We knew each other for a long time.

And suddenly he asked me such question. I don’t get it. At all. And for now on, I don’t take it seriously. Honestly, I’m a bit afraid. As he never did such thing as long as we knew each other.

If it was a joke, please. It’s not funny anymore. Please back to your right mind soon. If you are serious, please do it properly.

You know I always love you (though maybe it’s different form of love?). But I don’t like to joke around about this kind of things. Unless there’s a mutual agreement.

For an example, I love to call my cousin “beb”, or “satria sayang”. I do that because he’s a funny person and I called him like that since his junior high era (now he’s a university student). Once, I called him “satria sayang” and he replied me “apa, selingkuhanku”. We laughed really hard lol.

Well, I posted it about random person, not a particular one. Buy maybe I did for the opposite reason? Who knows. Probably am not in my right mind as well. Stressing over things. Need a vacation, healing time.

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